SO.
YOU'RE PROBABLY WONDERING.
"Why is it when Pulse got out of school two weeks ago, there's no journal/art/activity to give the slightest clue that she did?"

Well, now you're reading it. _{...dumbass >>; xD}

I'm busy.
In art camp.
And then flute camp.
And then just plain regular camp.
And then on vacation.
And then... pretty much school starts.
SO PSSH.
I'm not doing the whole "OMIGAWD ITS SUMMER IM FWEEE" 'cause I'm really not.
I miss school D:
And now I'm getting all pissed from writing this and I don't know why.




OkaysoyeahIdoknowwhybutitsonlybecauseI'mnotinspiredtodoanyartrightnow.HonestlyIAMworkingonsomethingrightnowandit'sprobablythebestI'veeverdone,butIhateuploadinganythingontoherebecauseonlyafewpeoplegivehonestlyconstructivecomments.Ihatehoweveryoneonthissiteflipsoutwhensomeonepostsmediocreart,butthennoonetakesthetimeand/orconsiderationtoreallytellthemthatit'snotout-of-its-waygreat.Thissitehasbecomemoreofasilly-unserioussite,whichIhaveABSOLUTELYnoproblemwith,butwhenIdouploadsomething,I'dlikeittobehonestlyreviewed.Andnotbysome'ohmegheeyou'reimproving!''ZOMGinsidejoke!''HOLYCRAPfake-insert-mushy-comment-here!'
Thanks to the people who actually read that. Trust me-- I know who's faking, and I know who's honestly giving me the constructiveness I need to progress as an artist.

(And no, I'm not obsessed with band,
But I sure would choose my flute, music, and friends over art and everyone I've met on this site.
Art and drawing has really paled to just a hobby in the last year. It's not as important to me now (In fact, I didn't just not take art class next year 'just because I'm taking a whole semester of gym'.)


Nope. Don't care if I just hurt your feelings.
Nope. Don't need sympathy.
Nope. I probably am wasting my time here.
Nope. I can't keep pretending that people's art is outstanding compared to real talent.


I'm not leaving. But just know this is how I really feel.